Monday, December 1, 2008

And we know it's never simple, never easy

"I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm mmm mmmmmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie
It's the kind you don't really want to see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

It's 2AM
Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's 2AM
Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh
I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Ohh
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."



Boy, if any song could relate to my life right now, this one is exactly it. Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. I have never had to make a decision like that before and it was one of the, no....definitely the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. Things in life don't always go as you planned, and sometimes you just have to make a go at things by yourself for awhile to figure everything out. I feel so bad for hurting him, but I had to do this for myself, because it wasn't being fair to anyone. I know that everything happens for a reason, and that this will teach me something in the long run. I need to be by myself for awhile. It's what I need for me, and although it's not necessarily a joyous decision, everything will be ok.

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