Lovesick

Spring fever has hit. Everyone is lovesick.
But I'm the exact opposite.
I cringe everytime I see a cute couple or hear lovey dovey talk.
It's hard for me to sit with a straight face while I listen to friends talk about their new relationships.
It's just all one big game to me.
I sit there and listen to friends tell me about the guy they've been hooking up with or their soon to be relationship. But truth be told, on the inside I just can't really handle it. I don't want a random hookup or just some month-long fling. I want the real deal, and I'm not going to settle until I find it.