Worst Day Ever

Today was probably the worst day of my life so far. I've been really sick the past couple days and went to bed last night around 11 after I took some more medicine. I then slept for almost 15 hours. When I woke up around 1 today I felt like I was about to die. I could barely move or sit up. My throat was killing me and I had a high fever. I called my house just bawling like a baby because I felt so bad. The doctor on campus isn't open since it is the weekend, so my parents told me I should just try going to the hospital in town instead. So I called Jordan up and she was able to take me. We get there and I sign in and see an orderly in the ER. He takes my blood pressure. Then my temperature. Then he tells me my blood pressure is doing something weird. It was jumping back and forth abnormally. He tells me he wants to run some tests to figure out why it was doing that. Well, I will tell you why it was doing that. Because I get nervous just even thinking about going to the doctors, let alone going to the ER without my mom or my normal doctor. That is why my blood pressure was so high. I try and tell him that. He doesn't believe me. Then we go back to the room with the scary hospital bed and all the things like you see on television. They hook my finger up to some thing so they can monitor my blood pressure. I had talked to my parents and they told me that I definitely did not need any heart tests, I just needed a throat swab to determine whether I had either strep throat or the flu. Jordan and I just sat there for awhile just talking about random things like movies and Edward Cullen so my heartrate would get back to normal. Then a doctor came in and just talked to me for awhile and they told me I needed some blood work done to determine whether I had flu. That's ridiculous. They could have just taken a throat swab. So I was like, if I do have flu, there's no medicine you can give me, so why should I even bother having blood taken in the first place. So we left because they weren't going to do anything else for me. I hate doctors even more now. But that does make me appreciate my real doctor back home even though I always complain when I have to go. lol.

Sick Day

So this weekend was supposed to be basically amazing. But now I'm sick. And won't be able to partake in the amazingness. Sad times for Marie. Last night after the movie I went back to my room and wasn't tired at all. I just hung out until like 2:30 a.m. when I started to feel funny. My throat got all scratchy and I felt like I was running a fever. So I decided I should just go to bed and see what I felt like in the morning. Well, I woke up around 6:00 a.m. feeling like crap. And basically tossed and turned for two hours. Then got up and went to eat some breakfast and went to my 9 a.m. class because his attendance policy is so strict and I've already missed twice. But I definitely skipped my 10 a.m. and just came back to my room and relaxed to wait for my roommate to get out of class so we could go eat lunch. We had Stacy's Deli which was amazing as usual. I definitely still feel bad though. And I don't want to go to the clinic because they will just swab my throat and it will take them three days to get the results back and they'll just give me penicillin which won't do anything. So, I'm just going to hope it's nothing serious, well too serious, and wait it out. I'm watching movies and laying in bed alllll day. Although, I really have work I need to be doing but I don't think that's going to be happening. I am happy that this humid weather is about to end. It's in the 50s in Dallas already, so in a few hours it should be cooler here. Anyways, last night before I started feeling bad was great. Allison came over to pick me up and we got Quizno's and took it back to her apartment so I could finally see it. Then we went back to campus to see Twilight, and omg it was so packed. So many fan girls. lol. And all of us probably saw it 3 times when it was originally in theaters. But it's still good regardless! I've seen it five times. lol. Edward Cullen is just the perfect man. :]

Rant Post

So uh I just read through my last few posts and noticed that they've been really short. Which is funny because this week was crazy busy, I guess I just didn't have time to update this. Well anyways, my suspicions were just confirmed that a certain someone has something going on with a certain someone else. I realize that probably made no sense whatsoever, but it really doesn't have to. Hopefully I'll look back on this in a few months and not realize who it was even talking about. lol. He'll be sorry he passed this awesomeness up. I also realize that the last few posts have been about how much I hate men. And this one will probably be no different. But it's better that I get it out in this blog that only a few people read rather than take it out on Facebook or other aspects of my life.
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OK. I feel a little better now. :] This weekend is going to be fun! One of the first fun weekends I'll have had in awhile. Seeing Twilight twice tomorrow night. Yes, twice. lol. And then Saturday I've got a photo scavenger hunt with my sorority and Phi Psi. Which will be great. And then going to a basketball game with the roommate Saturday night. And tonight some of us are going to see Twilight as well. I really love that book. and movie, obviously. lol. But yes, I am so glad to be having some fun after this stressful week.

It Is Destiny

I just watched Slumdog Millionaire. Finally.
And oh my gosh, it was so great.
Makes me want to believe in the idea of soulmates again. So much.
Just that fact that there is one person out there for me that everything I do is leading to them...

I don't know how i'm meant to feel anymore

Exhausted doesn't even begin to cover how I feel......

..but I got everything done. Which is all that matters.
Goodnight blogger.


p.s. I think the new Lily Allen cd is the new soundtrack to my life.

I Give Up

I give up.
I just give up on men.
They are frustrating and not worth my time and energy anymore.
They all end up being jerks in the end, so why even bother anymore?
If I start talking to one, they seem interested for a couple weeks but then go and find someone else. Or a few other ones.
Is it too much to ask for a decent guy? And it's not the fact that I mind being single, because I honestly don't. I've never been like that. It's just the fact that I'm just looking for someone to have fun with, nothing serious, but apparantely that is just too much to ask for. So, I give up. Not that I was even actually trying too extremely hard in the first place I just thought I had something going. But whatever. I don't need this.

Somebody take the cookies away from me...

I am the queen of procrastination.
I have a podcast, feature story, newspaper article, and blog posts all due by Tuesday and Wednesday and I am sitting here watching The Oscars and eating Girl Scout cookies.
And blogging of course!
Well it's the end of another weekend and I am happy and sad about that all at the same time. I don't want to go to class in the morning but I am happy this weekend is over because it was just too drama filled and lame and I don't even feel like blogging about it. Besides that it involved a late night trip to IHOP and watching Disney movies and reruns of America's Next Top Model. And yesterday I worked for a few hours on my New Media blog so I was a little productive.
Tomorrow I am going to do my podcast finally. I was having trouble coming up with a topic but finally decided thanks to Brandon's help that I am going to do it over The Oscars, and I can use Garrett as my "guest" because he's a really big movie buff. So it'll be good hopefully. Then Tuesday night is going to be epic. The other day at lunch some of us were talking about the game Spoons and how everybody used to play it back in the days of middle school with pens instead of spoons. lol. So I decided that we needed to get a group together and play! It's going to be fun times for all. :]