Getting Old

So I just found out another one of my friends from high school is getting married. It makes me feel like I'm getting old. Which I really am. I finally feel like I'm growing up. I'm going to be out of college in a year and half from now if everything goes the way I have it planned. I have a bunch of friends that are planning on getting married soon and that are already engaged. Which is awesome if that is what they want. But even though I am in a great relationship, I don't see myself getting married after or while I am in college. Is that a bad thing? No, I don't think so. Not for me anyways. Even though I'm getting older I don't feel like I should be getting married anytime soon. Back in high school I remember I wanted to go out and travel the world before I settled down. I'm only 19 years old and I know I am not mature enough to make a big life decision like that even though I am in a happy relationship. I know the time will eventually get here when I am ready for it, but for now I need to concentrate on getting a good job when I graduate and getting on my own two feet. I just want my parents and everyone to really see that I can get by on my own. It's going to feel so good in a couple years when I can buy my own car and apartment all by myself. I just want to be successful at whatever it is that is meant for me in life.