Insomnia

Do you ever have those days where you want to run away and lie in a field and just do nothing but eat marshmallows and sing happy songs and forget about everything? Well I'm having one of those days right now, at 2:30 a.m. on a Monday morning. I just wish things could be easy and everything would fall into place. I am having extreme insomnia right now because I can't stop thinking about things and life. I'm nervous about finding a good internship for next summer. Originally I was going to apply for internships at some of the major dailies around Texas, but since the newspaper industry is going down the toilet, I really don't see the point of interning at a place I know I won't be able to get a job with after I graduate. So now my goal is to apply for internships at magazines. All the places I"m applying to are in NYC and they seem super hard to get into. It would be such a great opportunity to be able to intern in New York next summer, and I wish that I had a chance. I'm just an average college girl from Texas. But it's all dumb luck anyway, so maybe I will get lucky.
The election is on Tuesday. Tomorrow. In less than 48 hours we will know who the next president is going to be. The polls are showing Obama in the lead, but it's still really scary to think he might not win. I will be so depressed if Obama does not win. Back in 2004 I was upset when Bush got reelected, but this will be on an entirely different scale of depression. Let's all hope Barack can pull through.
I really need to get my sleep schedule back on track. I guess daylight savings time kind of messed me up, but you would think I would be tired by nearly 3 a.m. I don't really feel too well either. Hopefully it's just allergies and will go away after I take some meds. I hope blogging cleared my mind a little bit so I can go to sleep. I have a big day tomorrow including a presentation in advertising, and a test in interpersonal communication. And I need to do well in both because I need to get my G.P.A. up.