You Found Me

So saw Twilight at midnight last night with Stevie and Brandon!!! It was pretty good, the beginning was a tad cheesy and funny, although I don't think it was supposed to be intentionally funny, but the second half was really good. They stayed true to the book for the most part, but it's understandable that they changed some things up in order to market it better.
You know, sometimes I don't understand why people are so down on themselves. And it's not like self-esteem down, it's like....the feeling of being unworthy or something like that. It makes me sad that certain people don't realize how great they really are.
This entry is going to be kind of random....I just have a lot of thoughts in my brain and I am going to type them out.

I love how music can just really hit you a certain way depending on what is going on in your life. It feels like I've really grown up in so many ways this semester. I realized a lot of things about myself, and what direction I want my life to go in and what standards I have for myself. I've realized what I want and what I don't want. I've also realized a lot about other people. But that is what college is all about. Last year I just had a bunch of fun and didn't really have to deal with anything too serious. But now I am really learning things about myself and figuring out who I really am.
I cannot wait to go home for Thanksgiving in a few days. Going home just once this semester has not been good. This is the first time in 19 years where I am actually excited about Thanksgiving. Usually it is my least favorite holiday because I just want to get to Christmas, but I really truly feel so thankful for everything and everyone that I have and cannot wait to celebrate. I can't wait to be back in Dallas and see all my family. It's going to be so great. Look next week for my special Thanksgiving post and what I'm thankful for, even though nobody but Jordan reads this anymore. haha. But that's cool, I can basically write whatever I want in here since I tell her everything anyways. lol.
So I'm not looking forward to waking up early tomorrow for the Sonic Carhop. Those two hours better go by fast.