Bagels

So I've pretty much become a loner this semester. I mean, obviously I have all my friends still but it seems like I never hang out with them as much. And that makes me sad. Earlier tonight I was in one of those moods that you get in for no apparent reason. I was just feeling really weird and sad. So I was sick of being in my room so I decided to walk over to Einsteins to get a peanut butter bagel. They were out of peanut butter. How can you be out of peanut butter? Just go to the grocery store and buy more. Sigh. So I got the second best topping: strawberry cream cheese. Even though I normally hate cream cheese I love that stuff. I came back to the room and ate my yummy bagel and took a warm shower and started to feel better. Now I'm just watching Sex And The City. So changing subjects kind of randomly, I have decided that I want to try and stop being so jaded and cynical when it comes to relationships and love. Maybe there is a kind of love that can last for 50 years. I've only been on this planet a short time, so I really can't judge yet. I still have so much to experience. I just want someone who will sit outside with me all night and look up at the stars and talk about life and stay up to see the sunrise. :]